1. 1 month ago 

    College Entrance Tests

    ‘bout time.

    Hmm. Well, all I can say is that things didn’t go as hoped for.

    • I passed Taft (Industrial Engineering) — it was great cos it was the first result that came out and it was a good sign!
    • I passed Ateneo, surprisingly (BS MGT). I took this test because my bestfriends wanted to study there and I wanted to take a chance on living with them. Sadly, they didn’t pass and I did. Oh, the irony.
    • Thennnn, 10 minutes before school ended last January 18….a batch mate came in our room and announced that the UPCAT results came out. Of course, the only 2 people in our class who actually needed to go to UP (me and Andie) panicked. We ran but I decided to call my friends and pagpasok ko sa 11B, ang bungad sakin ni Boggs, “Di ka pumasa sa UP.” Ako naman, “HEH!” and we ran again. I kept telling myself na mali si Boggs. Then we got to the library. Memorized pala ni Andie yung site and pag-open namin, meron nga! She started to cry and I started to shake. Siya na una, and wala sya. Ako sumunod, and wala ako. We just fell silent and dead. Tas dumating si Alex and Regine. Kinomfort kami. I just kept cursing and zombie walking. I told myself it was okay kasi I started tearing up. Tapos, sobrang sad lang. I called my mom, akala nya nagbibiro ako. I choked up and cried a little tapos sabi na lang nya, “Well it’s not meant to be.” tas I called my dad same thing happened but I dropped the call mid-conversation cos my dad was sort of in denial and it broke my heart. Ayon. Naglabas kami ng sama ng loob by eating sa Mang Inasal. When I got home I cried for 7 fucking times. No details on that. Tapos the next day, I cried for one last time.

    In all honesty, I stopped wanting to go to UP as soon as I found out I was the only one in my circle of friends who wanted to go there. Plus, based on the people I know who did go to UPLB, they lost touch with their high school friends. I hate that thought. But I really wanted to pass and go there because that would make my parents so proud of me. That’s what they want and I don’t think I can deny them of that. The thought of telling them I did the exact opposite of passing broke my heart. It sucks so bad.

    So yeah. Where I wanted to pass, I didn’t. Where I didn’t plan to pass, I did.

    To think I even brought my Brain Train manual to the UPCAT taking and forgot all about it after. Dun pa ko pumasa sa mga di ko naman pinaghandaan </3

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