Fear is the Heart of Love.

1 week ago

Malditas

….Saw them on tv and as always my ~pro career in football~ frustrations are awakened. When I saw them being interviewed my face was all smiles but it slowly turned into a sad smile which eventually led to a frown. I was so happy that women (like me) in such a “rough” sport are finally being given the exposure we need but my frustrations made my heart ache again.

Sure, I might not even get in the national team but I just can’t handle the fact that I didn’t give it a shot. In my head I believe that what gets you in the national team is by being scouted when playing for universities which leads me to another frustration….

(As if I have not told this story enough)

if your conversation on twitter is going to last more than six posts total, unless they are teeming with unparalleled humor and/or insight, please take it to facebook chat or onto your mobile phones. i seriously do not give a fuck about what you both did today and how you felt about it

osmoxis:

shoutout

2 weeks ago

FRESHMAN YEAR

I realized something today…….freshman year’s over and I’ve gotten 0 new friends. I mean, I do. But none that I can actually hang out with outside of school. I guess that’s one disadvantage of taking college at your high school alma mater. But the truth is — I just feel like I don’t need any more friends and I’m not making excuses. I have 3 best girl friends and 6 best guy friends; 4 of those I am in college with. The only reason I “notice” the lack of new friends is because I keep comparing myself to fellow 2012 graduates which is stupid because they need new friends, them being in new schools. But anyway, I think of this situation as a bad thing because it’s a hard hit to my social skills. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not shy or anything but I’ve got a bad habit of not liking people and the lack of trying. Haha. And yes, I guess, it’s bad because I’m not embracing the so-called difference with college.

I think people see college as different because they meet new people, they’re in a new environment and they experience new stuff. But then again, (in class)I’m always with at least 10 people I’ve known from high school, (outside class) I’m with the bf who’s also an HS friend or the HS friends, I’m in my old school and the new “school experiences” bore me. I mean, school activities??? The only school activities or “parties” I go to are the ones my friends are a part of which makes it not “new”.. And when it comes to the so-called freedom everybody’s raving about when it comes to college, I don’t really think I need it. Not to be cheeky but I’ve done most(NOT ALL but a lot) already. Sure I don’t have a condo/apartment/dorm but I have drank in the afternoons, I have gone to crazy parties, I’ve beer-pong’d, I’ve slept over, I’ve gone home at 4am, 7am from a party, I’ve been wasted in many ways, etc. I’m not boasting (even if it may seem like it. it even hurt to write those down) but I just want to understand and be understood. I don’t know what I’m missing. I sure haven’t missed failing classes if that’s what you mean.

So here goes to 2nd year and the hope of something actually new!

Notes: 670 / 3 weeks ago from crazymary (originally from calorie-gallery)

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1 month ago

HOLY WEEK 2013

Truth be told, I’m enjoying God’s week more than I ought to be. Aside from it being the Lasallian college student’s “getaway”, it’s also one of the rare times that our store and salon’s closed. The only “solid” family time we could have. So here’s how I spent it :

Wednesday afternoon - took a 2hr nap with Arvin, cooked Pancit Canton and watched Haunting in Connecticut 2, Here Comes The Boom and Wreck It Ralph with errbody :D
Thursday - Woke up at 4am to head to the Antipolo Church, Mama Mary’s statue in Regina Rosarii, Tanay, Rizal with the WHOLE fam. Watched Face Off, Cars 2, Here Comes The Boom with the fam again <3
Friday - woke up at 9 am to bathe the dogs, pick my pictures from the piles, eat crispy pata (sinful, yessss), bake cookies, and now off to watch Passion of the Christ after dinner <3

This is the good life, sleeping well, eating gooooood food, and bumming around with the family :”>

Thank you, Lord. I know none of us are supposed to enjoy this but I’m thankful anyway <3 :)

Notes: 369877 / 2 months ago from pi3rcethewhale (originally from mindfrick)

dark-shade:

marydoyouwannasmoke:

r-o-s-e-p-e-t-a-l-s:

this looks way to perfect on my blog

and its transparent

This is the most calming gif I have ever seen

THIS LOOKS SO SICK ON MY BLOG

2 months ago

Middle child problems

I just thought I should write something here anddddd this is all I could think of. He he.

So…..my (younger) brother got an iPhone4 and a party for graduating high school meanwhile…… I remember passing CETs and graduating but only receiving…..a hug and a cake?

…………………..okay *sad face* Maybe it was just the timing. Yes, self. Timing lang yon…………

…………..okay.

Haha. Butting out while I still have the determination not to care. Owkiez :D

2 months ago

I FEEL THE NEED TO GO OUT.

I super relied on the SI halfway to break the dry spell on my social life but due to an unreliable member of the group, I lost that hope. Sure I had fun and it was pretty chill but I’m a crazy person. I grew up wilding out most of the time and lately I’ve been……..tame. Disclaimer: hindi ako WILD, okay. I just mean, I have a lot of fun. No slutty or dangerous implications :))

Sure, I have that weekly shindig with the family but everything’s different when it comes to my friends. Heck, everything’s different when it comes to the boys. Yeeeeah, since I don’t really have girl friends who are like me. So anyway, I just really want to do something more. It’s always boyfriend-school-home related stuff I talk about. Disclaimer: I’M NOT COMPLAINING. IT’S GREAT! :D Let’s just say, I miss the old me or better yet; I miss the old us. The high school versions of us. Epitome of young, wild and free!

Notes: 2 / 2 months ago

Yeeeeeep. Something personal enough for this blog.

We all know February doesn’t have a 30th and that’s our — well, month-anniversary aka “monthsary” so as wise as we are we just picked the closest free day which is March 1!

Itineraries:

Attend EngDraw class </////3
Go to church (oh yes haha)
Go to the wet market to shop for the ingredients needed in cooking what he calls Beef w/ Mushroom (aka me doing nothing, him doing everything haha)
Go home and cook! (me: nothing, him: everything haha)
Brag about how good it is and it was, okay. 1 and 1/2 kilos of sirloin gone in 4 hours.
Mini photo shoot + movie time <3

Grrreat day :D Great way to kick off March!!!!!!

2 months ago

FRIENDS

After all the stalling I did, I finally finished FRIENDS. I told myself before that I will never get into sitcoms but ever since I watched Gilmore Girls (which I plan to re-watch soon!) back in the 9th grade it was a steep slope. It gets harder with every episode. Haha. Anyway, FRIENDS was amazing. I know the whole “2 couples in 1 group” thing is quite impossible because let’s face it; that’s A LOT of strings to handle but still it didn’t seem forced. Plus, I just love how funny it is. Start with Joey’s occasional out of this world brain farts, to Phoebe’s crazy innocence yet kinky sexuality, to Chandler’s thick with sarcasm punch lines — and well, basically everyone. Ayaw ko naman isa-isahin :)) So yeah, it was intensely amusing but it doesn’t end there. I’ve cried about 10+++ x throughout the show. I can remember some:

Ross’ and Rachel’s first kiss at Central Perk
When Ross begged Rachel to forgive him with the whole kneeling scene. (INTENSE 5 MINUTES OR SO!!!!!!!) <////////3
Chandler and Monica’s engagement scene (SO MUCH FEELS!!!!!!)

Those are the ones on top of my list! Basta madami :))))) Kahit yung bromance ni Chandler and Joey, touching :P

Oh well, basta. I’m devastated whenever these things end. In fact, I’m feeling a bit lost right now ~~drama haha.~~

Yes, yes. I am still a tad too late like I was with the HP series. I’m just a skeptic really. I feel like pag may bandwagon, the quality gets compromised. DAMI ALAM! HAHA. Tama na nga :P